I Hate You Cancer

I hate you I hate you

Oh why can’t you see?
How you took my heart and broke it
When you took her from us!

She was my favorite Aunt you see
For only a short time
And then you came and took her
While she was in her prime

She was there to lend a hand
When you thought you had no one at all
But that was until the day
That YOU came to call !

She suffered for so long
And was always in pain
You took a beautiful woman
And made her die in vain.

And after years now again came across this devil,
When awaiting the news, they feared the worst and hoped for the best
Life was about to put him through an unforgettable test

I didn't sleep that night, that night was one of the worst
My baby's best friend was in pain
Baby is upset, so am I.

I pray to God that he will come out as a fighter and
win his life back.

The Salty Coffee

I am at home these days..., kind of low in energy and high in thinking about anything and everything important and not so important...huh! I came across a touching story which is actually worth reading... I can kind of relate to it and its a real beautiful story giving a vague idea of what "true love" can be..! though I still feel that there is a long way to go for me to understand exactly what loving someone truely means and I'll keep exploring it ma whole life this janam so that I will be into action next janam ;) living the better half character in d typical "true love" next janam :)

Most of us have attended Delhi ki marriages atleast once in our lifetime, I am a delhite , and I'm lucky to attend many so far :) Decently dressed sone sone munde, which you hardly see other wise,guys you don't really know how big turn on youbecome when dressed in smart formals especially in black for me :) the story started at one of the same kind of marriage in Delhi where there was a good stock of fabulously polished and painted beauties with the big brand tags on their limited clothes. Na I m not jealous nor do I hate such beauties till they are decent enough and know how to talk atleast in a resonably intellegent manner if required at times.

My heart always go towards the cutest of the delhi girls... I'm completely normal choo by saying this what I mean is all the beautiful ladies I have in my life, whom I connect with, are exceptionally cute, charming and wonderful human being.... may it be my best friend Alka, Parul or my Cousin Vidhi. I won't mention my mom here coz mummas to sabki great hoti hain yaar :) love u all mummas of the world who make this world an awesome place to born, grow and live.

So moving forward with my story, in one such party there was a very charming angelic girl [yes the ones I fall for and the one I know and believe that I also am ;) but that wasn't me. Its not my story guys ;) hold your horses and read me] . She was like so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, she was looking damn cute in a peach n chocolate brown lehnga with henna in her hands. There was a handsome guy, looked like te groom's friend but was kinda shy and standing in corner not interacting with much of the crowd tho seen him helping some old ladies getting on the stage ( where the bride n groom were sitting) several times. The girl did noticed him twice or thrice and have had a positive kind of impression. By that time the guy had allready fallen for her... She was moving all around talking to the crowd but the guy was standing and just watching her.At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she agreed.

They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she was feeling like let me go home.. and suddenly he asked the waiter: "Would you please give me some salt? I'd like to putit in my coffee."Everybody around stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but, still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.
She asked him curiously: "Why you have this hobby?"He replied: "When I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel the tasteof the sea , just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of mychildhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there".
While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.
That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A girl feels that the man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home..
Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.
They continued to date. She found that actually he was the man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance,was kind hearted, warm and caring. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life...And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked
it.
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: "My dearest wife, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you -- The Salty Coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication and relation this way! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I telling you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a
strange bad taste..ehhhhh
But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you and I never feel sorry for anything I do for you.Having you with me has been my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, I would want to know you and have you for my whole life they same way, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again :) "
Her tears made the letter totally wet.

Since then she started drinking the coffee with salt and someday, her grandson asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee?
It's my life and it's very sweet. She replied.

Is is not an awesome story ?? :)

My piece of words :

Live and love! Get highly committed to life.., its just one life and so may dreamz n desires!!

God bless!!!

Letting go !!

To let go doesn't mean to stop caring;
It means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off...
It's the realization that I can't control another...
To let go is not to enable,
but to allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness,
which means the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try and change or blame another,
I can only change myself.
To let go is not to care for, but to care about.
To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their own outcomes.
To let go is not to be protective,
It is to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny, but to accept.
To let go is not to scold, or argue,
but to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish the moment.
To let go is not to criticize and regulate anyone,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.
To let go is to fear less and love more!!!!

My perfect friend !!!!

Today I found a perfect friend,
Who knew everything I felt.
He knew my every weakness,
And the problems I've been dealt.
He understood my wonders,
And listened to my dreams.
He listened to how I felt about life and love,
And knew what it all means to me.
Not once did he interrupt me,Or tell me I was wrong.
He understood what I was going through,
And promised he'd stay long..
He came to me today...
To show that he cares...
Pulled me close and let me know...
How much he need me....
Holded my hand to pull me a bit nearer...
For a second I just saw in his eyes..
And realized that this perfect friend I found
Was nothing but my mirror...!!!

Have you ever been in love ?

Have you ever been in love?
Been in love where your heart races when you see them. When your heart ache when they are not there. You only yearn for their return.
Have you ever been in love?
Been in love when your head can only think about them. Every song reminds you of every special moment you've had with them.
Have you ever been in love?
Been in love where only your future is all that matters. You see them in your arms forever and ever.
Have you ever been in love?
Been in real love? I have ... the moment my heart fell for him.

Hope this helps u Adi !!!

Do not wait to strike till the iron is hot; but make it hot by striking.


Every bad situation will have something positive...
Even a stopped clock shows the right time twice a day!!


Don't let go of your dreams. If you have determination and belief in your dreams, you will succeed in spite of your desire to let go.


Difficulties in your life do not come to destroy you, but to help you realize your hidden potential….
Let difficulties know that you are difficult.



Motivation gets you started;
Habits keep you running.
Attitude decides your pace & values decide your destination.


I really do think that any deep crisis is an opportunity to make your life extraordinary in some way.


It is good to have money and the things that money can buy, but it is good too, to make sure we have not lost the things that money cannot buy.


Thought is the original source of all wealth, all success, all material gain, all great discoveries and inventions, and of all achievement.


Never expect things to happen.
Struggle and make them happen.
Never expect yourself to be given a good value.
Create a value of your own.



In the absence of clearly-defined goals, we become strangely loyal to performing daily trivia until ultimately we become enslaved by it

Never reject a day in your profession.
Good day gives us business, bad day gives us experience.



Failure is nature's plan to prepare you for great responsibilities



In the primitive societies, nobody has a Watch & everyone had Time.
But in the present society, nobody has Time, but everyone has a Watch


In the book of life, the page,
Yesterday is Over!
The page Future is Blank
&
The page Today is Being Written.
So write the best that you can
Because on this book…..
Eraser doesn’t work!

8 random things about me :-)

1. I love talking, but only online or on the phone.. Offline I don't talk much at times ;) even I don’t know why...

2. I am very conscious of the way I look while talking and laughing.. to the extent that you won't see me laughing too much, but just smiling :P

3.I am waiting for the winters to hit in. Before this, I was waiting for the rains..;) I love rains though but now I am waiting for the winters to hit

4. Dreams are equal to reality for me.. I dream 24 by 7 and hallucinate most of the times while talking and I am hoping people didn't realise this till they read this post.

5. I kind of love my job ! but ye dil maange much more!!! Gotta get all I want n deserve :)

6. I can't eat a lot of food in one go, but over a period of time, I think I'd outscore anyone :)

7. I am very velli today.. and hence this post !

8. Music, mom, family, photography, travelling, love, work, ice-creams, chocolates, water, friends are the essentials of my life, I live on these :)